Cinco De Mayo and Friction Spiders

Monday, May 3, 2010 3:11 PM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 1 comments





















Today was a pretty crafty day in the school room for most of the day! It was definatly a much smoother day today then it was on Friday by far. I think the more we go on the easier it will get as well.


I really enjoyed getting half our day done before dad came home for lunch and taking recess and lunch while he was here so that he could enjoy getting to visit with them too. I know he feels like he is missing out on so much of their lives right now as well as I do.


First one of the fun activities we did today on top of the text book work was for arts and crafts/music we made homemade maraca's in honor of Cinco De Mayo coming up out of some toilet paper rolls I have been saving. I knew they would come in handy soon!



First we took a toilet paper roll and put plastic wrap on one end, attaching it with a rubber band.



Then the kid shad their choice of different items such as beans, rice, misc items from the kitchen to put inside as fillers.


we covered the other end the same with plastic wrap and a rubber band and had fun playing music and learned about the different sounds the different items could make!





Then for science today we did a Friction Spider chosen from my friend Emily's Blog about Electric Preschool Activities.


http://www.learningvicariously.com/



First you draw a circle. I had one child cut out the circle and draw a face while the other child traced his hands and cut them out for the legs.




We assembled them with tape as suggested.



Then on to assemble the friction part. We didn't have any note cards so we used an empty poptart box from our recycling bin and cut it into the shape of a note card and punched holes in it. As well as attaching a used popcicle stick we had saved in our stash and a long piece of craft yard.











Also attached at the bottom of the spider is three pennies to allow a little weight.









When the string is held tight the spider sits still. When
the string is cut a little slack Mrs. Spider comes crawling down!

























For our snack time today we had Wubbzy's Marshmallow Lasagna after a friend of mine mentioned her son asking for it! I had never heard of it but it looked super cute and I thought it'd be a big hit with the kids but saddly it was not with mine as they are not smore's fans at all. What kid isn't? They are strange little kids lol But I'm sure it will be a big hit for other children and thought I'd pass it on!






Wubbzy's Marshmallow Lasagna



http://www.nickjr.com/recipes/wubbzys-marshmallow-lasagna.jhtml?path=/recipes/wow-wow-wubbzy/cookies-treats/all-ages/index.jhtml



4 Graham Crackers

8 Jumbo Marshmallows

2 Chocolate Bars

Sprinkles


So we had a pretty fun day around here today and of course the kids were excited it was so beautiful out and didn't rain before recess and they got to play at the park behind our house for recess!

A great site for printing out work sheets and has several different subjects from writing, math, and more that I thought I'd pass on..

http://www.superteacherworksheets.com/index.html

Well I'm finished eating my extremely LATE lunch and guess I better try to continue folding the pile of laundry I have going on and put it away before it's time to take the boys to wrestling!

Army Issued Wife

12:09 AM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 1 comments
Watching Army Wives really hit home in so many ways tonight.
I'm sure so many of us can relate in so many ways to Pamela in the sense that we have been an Army Wife for so long that we almost loose a sense of who we are and don't know how to be much else. With that being said, like Claudia many of us made that choice to give up certain paths in our lives to walk besides of our soldiers and stand by their side no matter where the Army sent them and may send us. Rather it be up rooting our family to move to a brand new place clear across the states in 60 days, leaving family behind and having to say our good byes and see them only on holidays or leave time, leaving close friends we have made along the way, leaving a college degree behind and putting it on hold till we can make new friends or find new childcare to resume it, leaving a career behind that might be easy to pick up at the new duty station or very hard for some if you have to build a new clientele even, our kids leaving behind their familiar friends, their schools, and so much more all to build a home where the Army sends us. We chose to take the path rather it be an easy one or a hard one and most of us don't regret that in any sort of way when it comes to following the love of our life or the new adventure the army life can give to us. But in a sense, some of us get lost if we had to give up certain things in life that were much more and don't know how to be more than an Army Wife.
What would we do if tomorrow we were told that our spouse lost our job in the military? What would we do if our spouse was lost at war? What would we do if our marriage fell apart from the very thing that we gave up our lives for? How do you just pick up and start your life over again as a civilian and give up the community that you know? The life style that you live every day? When you live the life every day it doesn't seem to phase you much more then that till you realize what all would be gone. Maybe some of us don't shop at the commissary and make a trip to HEB or even Walmart to get groceries because we don't want to deal with the line on pay day or it's closer then the commissary? But to be told that we could no longer use the benefits at the commissary? We'd be a little lost! We complain about the health care we receive sometimes on post (I know I do with my run around on my thyroid issues here at this post and waiting 2yrs to get treatment or taken seriously) but to be told it is no longer an option for us? That we no longer have health care? That we have to find a job that can even slightly amount to what we once lived off of? We of course appreciate it much more when it's not there and we are in a state of shock when we realize just how beneficial it really was!

How do you continue to live someone else life yet keep your own? Are there things you do to ensure that you don't "loose" yourself?




I didn't have to give up a college degree I started or a career even to come here but I know that the thought of PCSing even from here sometimes throws me for a loop. We know when he returns from his upcoming tour we will more then likely be PCSing and that sometimes looses me a little thinking of what I have here, what I will be loosing. I like to think here I have that sort of "Army Wives" community that they have on the show and have that with my friends. I know when I first moved here I really did have that but unfortunately two of my very best friends Tara and Katharine PCS'd but I still have some very close ones left. I have the kind of friends here that I know will stick with me through thick and thin. Who will bend over backwards to help me when I need them to the most. Who know the crazy side of me when I had fun, when I cut loose, when I could kick back and have good times but can deal with the completely lost wacko that I am right now on this roller coaster with my health. Have they run away? No they have stuck by my side just like they did with Claudia Joy when she found out! They have made me deal with things I didn't want to deal with and offered help when they could to ensure I got things taken care of and offered laughs and good times when I felt up to it but didn't hate me for those times I didn't feel up to it. I'm sure they are disappointed as any friend would be but they are sort of like a marriage.. they are there through thick and thin, for better or for worse, through sickness and health and that is why I love my friends here and why I can't ever imagine leaving them.

Sure, a PCS is a new adventure. I will meet new people. I will make new friends. But you don't just meet people and automatically fall into a friendship like that. It's hard to find friends like that and even harder to find a little group like that. Army wives have a way of hitting it off and finding that common ground and sticking together but sometimes you find some really really great ones that are hard to let go of and it's been hard that I've had to let go of two.. we don't talk nearly as much as we did here as I'm horrible with communication it seems and keeping in contact when far apart but I miss them so much every day!





I cried at so many parts of the show tonight. Watching Joan miss her daughters first birthday reminded me how fortunate I was that my husband left the day after our daughter Brooklyn's 1st birthday but almost missed it! But also reminded me how sad I am that he won't be here for our last child Peyton's first birthday.

It's sad to think about but as a deployment draws near it just makes you cherish the time you have together so much more and start holding on to every little moment you have together and every little memories and not waste a minute!






On a lighter note! Today was a pretty awesome day! I felt wonderful and these heart meds seem to really be helping out! A friend of ours had their daughters birthday party out at the lake today and we made it out there late but made it none the less and had a wonderful time! Especially since they opened it up for swimming today and the kids defiantly needed that after the disappointment of the hole in their brand new pool I had to return!


I absolutely love the start of summer and can't wait to spend more time out at the lake and watch the little happy faces running up the stairs and screaming down the water slides!


I heart garage sales!

Saturday, May 1, 2010 11:44 PM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 0 comments
There's nothing like a good Saturday spent finding great deals, garage sale hopping and good times with friends!



I woke up this morning earlier then I normally do on a Saturday unless I set my alarm and planned to go garage sale hopping. So I decided since I was up I would go check out the village wide garage sale in one of the villages on post. Last time I went it was a pretty good turn out and I found a lot of cute baby things for friends of mine that were due that I couldn't pass up. This time I think I found a good hand full of garage sales! I was very disappointed! But none the less I still found a few good deals!



The best deal I found was the first garage sale I asked this lady how much she wanted for some of her boy toys because I spotted some dinosaurs and such the boys would love and she asked me if I wanted to take it all. I'm thinking why yes, my boys so need 5 buckets full of imaginex dinosaurs, ships, and other accessories! I said well depends on how much you want for them? She said $5 for them all and of course my response was as much as I truly don't need that I can't pass up a deal like that and I know how excited my boys will be! And they are just that! I think they have been playing with them for about 5 hours now at the kitchen table!



I found a few outfits for Peyton this winter and a few outfits for Brooklyn when she goes into the next size. It's getting so hard to find good used boy items anymore! I hate that you can't find anything past the first few years because boys are so rough on their clothes it's hard to find anything that anyone has left that hasn't been torn to pieces or is even worth putting on my child. That is one thing I'm very picky on is the clothes my kids wear and how they look! I take big pride in how they look and have fun dressing them. It doesn't have to be name brand but we do have our own styles. I'm not apposed to hand me downs at all or used and in fact I love them! I won't be picky if things are handed down to me because I'm grateful for those clothes, especially when it comes to boys and when it comes to having four kids. If it's not something that was my taste I might use it for more play clothes but most of my friends all have very good taste anyways so I have yet to see some hideous clothes handed down to me haha But if I'm going to buy them then we have a style we usually go for. But I can find so many cute things for little girls! They always wind up with way to many clothes and sadly some of them I think they wear the life out of them because they are our favorites but most of them they only wear a hand full of times! Brooklyn gets more wear of course but Peyton especially doesn't get much wear out of some of her clothes! But I'm definitely going to have to start accepting that my garage sale days when it comes to clothes have come to an end when it comes to the boys and is about to come to an end with one of the girls and start learning to shop better sales or outlets!



The last garage sale I hit up I found some home school curriculum's for prek, kinder, flash cards, dry erase boards for practice, a few different home school items and a few baby toys as well. They were Bob Jones which is a pretty good curriculum but not sure if that's a route I'm going or not but I definitely didn't want to pass up a good deal and figured I'd jump on it and take some time at home to over look it for next year and then decide if I wanted to use it along with what I already had chosen for next year as well.

A great link for those homeschooling and not homeschooling if you are starting your journey to teaching your little ones how to read or wanting something for them to practice on.. this link was passed on to me the other day and thought I would share!

http://www.progressivephonics.com/





I met up with two friends after my garage sale adventures this morning at the food court on post and had lunch with them and let the kids run out some much needed energy. One of them was a friend who used to live in housing here and has recently moved so I don't get to see her very much lately with some recent changes and I miss getting to see and chat with her and the kids are missing each other since they were in the same class! My husband however I think was a little bored out of his mind with all of the girl chat today but he's a trooper and that is one thing I love about that man is he never ever fails me with spending time with me. If he's off he goes with me even if winds up being the only man there with a ton of women. He would rather spend that time being the only man there and get to spend time with me and his children over spending it at home alone with out us and I adore him for that! He may have his moments where I want to strangle him.. like when it came to me telling him several times to take out the trash today and he didn't so I finally walked over and shut his xbox off and he quickly got up and took it out then.. but for the most part he's pretty awesome and I love him!



I was excited to finally get the kids new pool up today when we got home since it was beautiful out today and didn't rain but to our surprise it was taking forever to fill up and I finally noticed there was a nice big slit on the side of our brand new pool! I also noticed there was a return receipt from where it had been taken back before us! I was so upset but thankfully walmart didn't give us any problems with bringing it in and returning it. So I did that tonight and I was going to exchange it out rather than return it till I realized from the time I walked from my car to the customer service desk I had miss placed my cell phone!! I walked back and forth about three times trying to see if I could find it and no such luck! So I returned the pool and made a quick deposit at the bank next door and left to pick up our Chinese food and head home in case Bryan needed to get a hold of me. Plus he doesn't like me being out with out my cell phone in case something were to happen to me.



I come home and was almost ready to cry when he comes out laughing and asks me if I had forgotten something! So to my surprise I was very happy to hear that it was found and I'll be getting it back tomorrow but until then I'm lost with out my side kick haha



We enjoyed some Chinese take out for dinner and finally watched It's Complicated since I got sick right after we started it last night and it was absolutely hilarious!! A much needed good laugh over some yummy Chinese food! A perfect Saturday night!

2 + 2 =

Friday, April 30, 2010 5:06 PM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 3 comments


Oh the last few days have been busy busy busy! I haven't had busy days like this in months! It was sort of nice to be more in the old routine of things but I have to say I think I kinda like my new life style of just staying home more and being more mellow and really enjoying my days rather than enjoying half of it in the car!




Wen, was a pretty relaxing day for the most part but a busy evening. We had our monthly FRG meeting for the unit to go over some of the upcoming deployment stuff. You know the usual, how to be prepared for it, what to expect, what numbers to have, got our little deployment folders, etc. Basically all the stuff that I already know and just reminded me even more how close this deployment is coming way to soon and feels like he just got home from the last one! But useful for those that maybe have never been through a deployment before. We picked the boys up from wrestling after and headed over to the food court on post where there's a Baskin Robbins to have dinner and enjoy the $.31 ice cream scoop night! Who can pass up a savings like that!





Thur, was my son Keagan's first day at home from school and my oldest son's last day in public school. He had a field trip to the zoo so he stayed an extra day. Made a trip to the Education store and picked up some posters for our classroom wall. A little juvenile for my oldest son but more geared for my 2nd son to remember things by or my oldest daughter to learn from. I plan to go back and pick up some of the older charts for my oldest later. Sadly I think I might have just found yet another place to have a bad spending habit at. There was so many neat things in there! I could have been in there for hours! But I only had 20 minutes before we had to get my daughter to her dance class and it was on the way there. So I got some posters, had some laminated, got a few work books and headed off to dance class. I sadly had to drop her summer class because they may not even be around much this summer between all the visits home and my surgery that I just don't think it's going to work out. So we're just going to take a break during the summer.




Thankfully my friend Kim took her back home with her so I could knock out getting groceries while I was out. That's always an adventure. I swear with a family the size of ours I don't think I can ever get in and out of the store in less then two hours it seems! And you know you have bought to much when someone at Walmart helps you out to your car! I of course had two weeks of groceries in two baskets all for $200! Finally picked up a printer since we will be needing this for home school and well this will just make my life even easier when I can print postage from the comfort of my own home and have the post office pick it up rather than taking all the kids down to the post office and standing in there forever with as often as I need to mail things! I sell a lot online between my little home business and resell items and I usually do one run a week and just save everything for that day and go during my daughters dance class but it would be much easier to do from home! We had a printer but it wasn't comp with vista or something and had problems hooking it up so we gave up. Also got the kids a bigger pool for this summer at a pretty good price and hubby got all of it set up last night when a piece of the faucet broke off! What a let down that was! And even more so seeing that it's going to rain all weekend probably!





Came home and did our first day of home school which was a light one since it was only one child home but got a start none the less. I really don't think I saw my floors for half of the day between trying to feed the baby, put groceries away, school one child, cook dinner.. you name it! It was complete chaos most of the day but I managed to get everything done in time to enjoy Greys Anatomy at least! haha



So then came today! Today was our first "official" homeschooling day with both of my children home. Now my oldest daughter isn't going to be preschool age till fall of '11 with her birthday missing the deadline but I plan to start her in prek here at home this fall. I think she could really benefit from it and I always did light prek at home with the other children as early as 2 and 3. I am including her in some of it right now since we have already been doing some things at home like crafts, flash cards, learning to write, etc but nothing to major just yet. So I'm including her in bits and pieces but not expecting her to sit down at the table just yet and be involved. The biggest tasks for her is that she has got to learn she can't come in the "classroom" and chatter all morning long with her brothers and needs to leave them alone and if she wants to be in there needs to stick to her little tasks given. I think this is going to be my biggest struggle of them all in all honesty.



I think the first day went pretty well for a first day at least. We started out with Keagan practicing writing his name like he has been doing in public school (which he obviously has down ) and Aidan's normal spelling words, then moved on to some phonics and worked on letter sounds, reading flash cards and sounding out the words, then on to math, reading, and science where we did rock observations today. That's something we defiantly have plenty of in our yard so we took some time out to hunt rocks and look at them carefully and write down and discuss our observations about each rock and how different they were.









Then we had a little break and had our recess time which today happened to be a social event and a play date I had planned with the playgroup I and another friend run. The even better part to that is we now have a couple of homeschoolers in the group, one in which lives around the corner from me so the older boys were not the oldest kids in the group but had some other homeschoolers to visit with as well. We had a play dough play date today. Who would've thought you could get so many things for play dough! We truly have collected just about anything you can think of for play dough it seems! We have a tub full of play dough toys alone! That is one thing the kids can play with for hours! Course the moms played with it quit a bit today too haha






















After the play date was over we finished up our school day and had computer time, did our daily Bible devotional, history and then ended our day with baking some cookies! Some yummy chocolate chip cookies for desert!






Ingredients:

2 1/4 cups of all purpose flour
1 tsp baking soda
1 tsp salt
1 cup butter softened (2 sticks)
3/4 cups granulated sugar
3/4 brown sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
2 large eggs
2 cups chocolate chips





Directions:

Preheat oven to 375







Combine: flour, baking soda, and salt in small bowl. Beat butter, granulated sugar, brown sugar, and vanilla extract in large mixing bowl until creamy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Gradually beat in flour mixture. Stir in morsels. Drop by rounded spoon fulls on ungreased baking sheets.

Bake for 9-11 minutes or until golden brown. Cool for 2 minutes.




Can someone explain to me how those cookies came out of the oven half eaten? I mean one minute I removed a batch of cookies, turned around to put the 2nd batch in and when I turned back around half the plate was gone? I believe the little cookie Nome's came running through my kitchen with their neighborhood friends and ate them! I had to hide them before daddy didn't get any and was a very unhappy daddy haha



I'm hoping to get a movie I've been wanting to see tonight. I've been wanting to see It's Complicated and it just came out this week. So hopefully the hubby will be up for watching that tonight and it's a good pick. We rented Gamer last weekend and wasn't the least bit impressed with it and shut it off half way through!

He's finally on his way home from work. So I need to go get the diapers in off the clothes line and

I'm going to go finish up the meatloaf and sides for dinner! I might not be the most beautiful housewife in the world after 4 kids or a long day at home but I know the best way to a man's heart is through his stomach and when he comes home to meatloaf (his favorite dinner) and cookies I can pretty much guarantee myself that I'm getting to pick the movie for the night because I'll have one happy husband haha




South Dakota Meat Loaf



Ingredients:






1 egg, lightly beaten
1/3 cup evaporated milk
2 tbs worcestershire sauce
3/4 cup quick-cooking oats
1/4 cup chopped onion
1 tsp salt
1/2 tsp rubbed sage
1/8 tsp pepper
1-1/2 pounds ground beef
1/4 cup ketchup

In a large bowl, combine the egg, milk, worcestershire sauce, oats, onion, salt, sage, and pepper. Crumble beef over mixture and mix well.

Press into an ungreased 8in x 4in loaf pan Bake, uncovered at 350 for 1-1/4 hours, drain.

Spread ketchup over meat loaf Bake 10 minutes longer or until meat is no longer pink

Let stand for 10 minutes before slicing.

Official Come End of the Week!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 8:46 PM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 2 comments



Seeing as I have absolutely no patience when it comes to waiting, we have decided to go ahead and start our homeschooling journey now rather than waiting till fall. I have wrote up my letters to with draw the kids from school and we will be an official homeschooled family come the end of the week! I'm very excited to start our journey and see how it works out for us. It may be something wonderful for us, it may be something that we can only do short term, it may not work out! But we won't know until we try!

I didn't get much done today that I wanted. I had really hoped to get to the library and print out a few things. I need to get a printer. The last one we had wasn't compatable with Vista. I had hoped to clear out some space on the craft shelves and organize things for homeschooling since we're starting the process soon but some how my day completely slipped away from me. I really am not sure where the hours went today at all and don't remember doing much other than the usual dishes, more dishes, laundry and more laundry! It seems like with a family as large as ours that I have a full sink at least once a day!






Of course the sound of summer came down our street today. It was a beautiful day out today and the kids enjoyed some time in the sprinkler and playing with the water hose with the neighbor kids. I swear they can hear that ice cream man 5 blocks away! There's just no hiding the sound when it comes..





Sometimes I think I can catch it and pull them in the house and blare some music and side track them but it's like they have dog ears and hear it before I do!



Can't beat the price of happy kids I guess!

Not much else going on tonight. It was a chili dogs, tater tot and America's Funniest Home videos type of night around here!

Mean while I guess I will start my grocerie list tomorrow. It's about that time again! I need to get back into making baby food. I've really slacked in this department the last few weeks.

We just recently started Miss Peyton on some baby food a few weeks ago. Mostly cereal.

If you haven't made your own baby food before and are looking to cut your budget some, this is a great way to do so! You get so much more for your money and it's by far a healthier option for baby as well!

Some great tips on how to start up, store, and even some great recipes can be found here!

http://www.homemade-baby-food-recipes.com/index.html

of course I'm also hoping to get back into better planning with meals as I've slacked on that some lately too with how I've been feeling. We've been so quick to eat out and grab fast food which is a nice quick fix but definatly puts a stress on the budget with a larger family and isn't making me loose weight any faster for sure!

Here is a great weekly meal planner if you don't yet have one also!

http://www.5dollardinners.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/weekly_menu_planner.pdf

Well, off to spend some time with the hubby and watch a little bit of tv together for the night!

a place to clear my thoughts

Monday, April 26, 2010 6:36 PM Posted by The Cookie Cutter Diva 2 comments





I've decided that since transferring over to facebook from myspace and closing my myspace account that one thing I truly miss is my blogging experience. I have to have somewhere to clear my daily thoughts, experiences, and just over all clear my head! So I figured I'd start up the blogging experience again!


When you're a stay at home mom to 4 kids, or any number of kids, sometimes you need just that! A place to clear your head and feel like you got a little bit of adult time and maybe even a little adult communication!


Today was the start of a new week. Monday is always a boring day it seems around here. The same daily tasks only there seems to be more of it after the weekend fun of course.

Start the dishes, finish the dishes, start the laundry, hoping no one notices that the buzzer on the dryer went off and that it can sit in there a little while before the next load before I have to do the dreadfully unthinkable.. folding it! I'm pretty OCD and I love to clean and organize but when it comes to folding laundry.. you couldn't pay me enough to fold it! I will put that off for days sometimes. I've been trying to make myself fold it the day of and just get it out of the way and over with instead of it sitting. But with a family of 6, I could wash and fold laundry seriously once a day! It's never ending around here!


My oldest daughter Brooklyn came to me today dressed as a beautiful princess and tells me "I can do hop scotch mom, want to see" as she jumped across the rug pretending to do hop scotch and then suddenly stopped and very dramatic as she always is.. starts to sulk and says "I can't do hop scotch.. I just can't.. can you make me a hop scotch"

It was definitely a beautiful day this afternoon and I decided that dishes and laundry could do just that.. wait! I'd go enjoy the day outside with my girls today and I'm glad I did so because a storm came brewing in around 4pm and ruined all of the fun!

So we went outside and I drew her a hop scotch out of chalk and she hopped around happily as the other one sat in her walker enjoying some fresh air. But we needed a friend to play so we had to include Dora (though mom's dora looked like she was having a bad hair day lol)

Of course we couldn't forget to enjoy some pretend cheeseburgers and fries through her playhouse too!





I went over to the neighbors house and chatted with her for awhile and the girls played together. She is moving in the fall and I'm going to be sad if I stick around in housing because she is one of the few I've really hung out with and chatted with the most.


It was getting near time for the bus to come and drop off my youngest son so I took my daughter and her daughter back to the house and let them play together and keep each other company with dress up, Popsicles and cookies while I got my house work done. I managed to get the dishes done, laundry all washed and folded, cloth diapers washed and dried for the day, and did some research for possible places to stay and where we'd like to visit while in San Antonio this weekend for the boys wrestling tournament. Think I finally made up my mind on where we are going to stay. Just
hope that I truly feel up to it.


After a change in the dosage for my thyroid meds, I did start to feel better but still not enough. I started my heart medication on Friday. I can already feel it working and the weird thing is after having my heart racing for so long it almost feels weird to have my heart beat regular. Some days I feel completely fine if I'm at home. Others it will come out of nowhere. I'm still very tired and anxious right now but if it can at least take care of the racing heart, chest pains, some of the major things that are making me lack being able to be truly functional to my old self.. I will be happy. I've been able to enjoy the kids at home, get things done around the house that need to be done every day but I truly miss being my old social self that once attended story time once a week, playgroup a few time
s a week, or anything I could find to keep me busy. You could never keep me home! But at the same time I hate to say that I think in a way my positive out look on this has been maybe it's God's way of telling me to slow down? Enjoy the little things in life more that I might have been taking for granted? Enjoy life more! So I can't say that I truly want to go back to my completely old self but I don't want to feel like I can't do things when I want to do them. I seem to function fine for the most part when I'm out with my husband and him by my side so that I have him for comfort but he will soon be gone and I will be alone for a year again and I need to get past this before then.


I'm still waiting on the hospital to receive my referral for surgery. It's approved through tricare, they just have to receive it and call me and book the surgery. I pray once it's over and done with that I will adjust more to my old self. But I can't help but still fear what will still remain.



But enough of that, there's not much more I can do about it now aside from sit and wait like I have been the last 2yrs for someone to do something. At least I finally have proper medication and have seen the specialist rather than being completely on the back burner not knowing anything and that is something! That is a step!


Wow, where did the time go? I swore it was just 6:00pm and now it's 7:00pm? The boys will be home from wrestling soon with their dad so I better get started on dinner! Tonight we're eating Beef Enchiladas, Spanish Rice, and Re fried Beans! One of my husbands favorites! Now what we're doing about desert I'm not quit sure because the Fudge Crinkles I baked last night for desert have been completely some how wiped out by 4 little kids, their friends and myself haha



Bake at 350 for 20 minutes!
Ingredients:
1lbs ground beef
1 small onion chopped
1 small can of enchilada sauce
10 flower tortillas
1 small jar of queso
1 small can of sliced black olives (if desired)
Brown beef and onion in skillet while oven heats till light brown.
Remove from heat and drain. Add a small amount of enchilada sauce
to cover meat.
Cover baking dish with a thin layer of enchilada sauce.
Add about a spoon full of meat mixture to flour tortilla, roll shut, place
seemed side down in baking dish.
After all the enchiladas are lined up, drizzle remaining enchilada sauce
across the top. Drop spoon fulls of queso sauce across the tops of
enchiladas, then spread evenly.
Place in oven, uncovered and bake for 20 minutes!